They're at it again

My mum and sister are having another one of their stupid arguments. As usual it's about money. My sister has deducted some money from what she pays my mum monthly for looking after her son. Of course my mum wasn't too pleased about it. But as usual instead of saying anything to my sister, she has to rant and rave to me about it. i told her it has nothing to do with me because i didn't make any arrangements with her so she is telling the wrong person. It is getting really annoying. i don't want to hear about their drama, i have my own shyt to deal with right now. I think they just need to cut ties with each other and go their separate ways. They are both the same and that is exactly why they can't get along. Well they are not dragging me into the middle of this one. It's not even my fight and I'm pissed off because i have to listen to my mum go on and on. They are both hypocrites anyway. When someone owes them money, they are quick to ask for it back. They will hunt your azz down for it. But when they owe you money, they beat around the bush and stall for thy kingdom come, before you get your shyt back. It's ridiculous. Until they can both grow up they really shouldn't speak to each other anymore.

There is alot of hate in their relationship. Well from my sister anyway. There is some stuff that happened between her and my mum when we were younger and my sister hasn't really gotten over it. She likes to bring it up whenever they are mad at each other. Shyt there is a lot of shyt that my mum has done to me in the past, but i can't let that rule my life. My mum isn't perfect but she is still my mum. Maybe i feel the way i do because I've lived with her the longest. When my sister graduated high school, she moved back to England and my brother never moved to America with us. Or maybe because i am the youngest. Based on my childhood, if i were a different person i probably would hate my mother, but i don't. I just try my damnedest not to become her with my own daughter. My mother has always been selfish and i have no illusions of her changing. I have just learned to accept her the way she is. Maybe I'm stupid, who knows. But i do know that i can't live my life hating my mother. it's just not healthy. Besides i have been there when my mother has been at her lowest and i have seen her go through alot of shyt. Maybe because i have been there i understand her a little better than my sister and brother do. And i know to ignore her half the time. But it does suck to be in the middle of their bullshyt.

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Stressed out

Stress is kicking my ass right about now. I am in the process of looking for a new flat. I used to share a flat with two other people, but them bastids decided to move out so now i gotta find a new place. I can't afford the current place by myself so i have no choice. I hate moving. I hate having to pack and unpack shyt. And now it's even worse because on top of my shyt i have all my daughter's stuff too. That girl has too much stuff. She's only 6 months old and i already have 4 bags full of old clothes. I like my current flat. I've gotten used to being there and it is ideally located for work. It's spacious and i know i won't find another place like it. Oh well. that's what happens when you live with other people. I won't make that mistake again.